quinta-feira, abril 28, 2005

Dispersão

PERDI-ME dentro de mim
Porque eu era labirinto,
E hoje, quando me sinto,
É com saudades de mim.

Passei pela minha vida
Um astro doido a sonhar.
Na ânsia de ultrapassar,
Nem dei pela minha vida...

Para mim é sempre ontem,
Não tenho amanhã nem hoje:
O tempo que aos outros foge
Cai sobre mim feito ontem.

(...)

Como se chora um amante,
Assim me choro a mim mesmo:
Eu fui amante inconstante
Que se traiu a si mesmo.

Não sinto o espaço que encerro
Nem as linhas que projecto:
Se me olho a um espelho, erro -
Não me acho no que projecto.

Regresso dentro de mim
Mas nada me fala, nada!
Tenho a alma amortalhada,
Sequinha, dentro de mim.

Não perdi a minha alma,
Fiquei com ela, perdida.
Assim eu choro, da vida,
A morte da minha alma.

Saudosamente recordo
Uma gentil companheira
Que na minha vida inteira
Eu nunca vi... mas recordo.

A sua boca doirada
E o seu corpo esmaecido,
Em um hálito perdido
Que vem na tarde doirada.

(As minhas grandes saudades
São do que nunca enlacei.
Ai, como eu tenho saudades
Dos sonhos que não sonhei!...)

E sinto que a minha morte
-Minha dispersão total
-Existe lá longe, ao norte,
Numa grande capital.

Vejo o meu último dia
Pintado em rolos de fumo,
E todo azul-de-agonia
Em sombra e além me sumo.

Ternura feita saudade,
Eu beijo as minhas mãos brancas...
Sou amor e piedade
Em face dessas mãos brancas...

Tristes mãos longas e lindas
Que eram feitas p'ra se dar...
Ninguém mas quis apertar...
Tristes mãos longas e lindas...

Eu tenho pena de mim,
Pobre menino ideal...
Que me faltou afinal?
Um elo? Um rastro?... Ai de mim!...

Desceu-me n'alma o crepúsculo;
Eu fui alguém que passou.
Serei, mas já não me sou;
Não vivo, durmo o crepúsculo.

Álcool dum sono outonal
Me penetrou vagamente
A difundir-me dormente
Em uma bruma outonal.

Perdi a morte e a vida,
E, louco, não enlouqueço...
A hora foge vivida
Eu sigo-a, mas permaneço...

Autoria: Mário de Sá Carneiro

Lover, you should've come over'

Looking out the door I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoes fill up with water
Maybe I'm too young to keep good love from going wrong
But tonight you're on my mind so you never know

I'm broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it
Where are you tonight, you know how much I need it
Too young to hold on and too old to break free and run

So I'll wait for you and I'll burn
Will I ever see your sweet return
Oh will I ever learn
Oh lover, you should've come over'
Cause it's not too late

Lonely is the room, the bed is made, the open window lets the rain in
Burning in the corner is the only one who dreams he had you with him
My body turns and yearns for a sleep that will never come

So I'll wait for you and I'll burn
Will I ever see your sweet return
Oh will I ever learn
Oh lover, you should've come over'
Cause it's not too late'
Cause it's not too late

terça-feira, abril 26, 2005

Blame it on my youth

If, I expected love, when first we kissed,
blame it on my youth
If only just for you, I did exist,
blame it on my youth

I believed in everything
Like a child of three
You meant more than anything
You meant all the world to me

If, you were on my mind, all night and day,
blame it on my youth
If, I forgot to eat, and sleep and pray,
blame it on my youth

If I cried a little bit, when first I learned the truth
Don't blame it on my heart, blame it on my youth

Time

Light flickers in my hand
Begin to understand
All that’s been lent
An angel heaven sent
The night is yours alone
You know this ain’t home
Scratch and search
For someone on this earth

To be on heavens doorstep
Nothing is all that’s left
Then
Your thoughts come back again
So does the pain
Like heroin
a drug in your vein
Rushing in blood
No one else could

A thought so pure
Just makes you high
Someone to adore
Someone to fill your dark sky’s

Giving yourself away
Wishing she would stay
Forever and a day
To fill your heart with stars
Cover these scars

Wishing for more
Not there anymore
Can i wait?
These lines never were straight
Love is all that’s left for you
And love… I’ll wait for you


Autoria: Nuno Santos

Pictures of you

i've been looking so long at these pictures of you
that i almost believe that they're real
i've been living so long with my pictures of you
that i almost believe that the pictures are
all i can feel

remembering
you standing quiet in the rain
as i ran to your heart to be near
and we kissed as the sky fell in
holding you close
how i always held close in your fear
remembering
you running soft through the night
you were bigger and brighter
and whiter than snow
and screamed at the make-believe
screamed at the sky
and you finally found all your courage
to let it all go

remembering
you fallen into my arms
crying for the death of your heart
you were stone white
so delicate
lost in the cold
you were always so lost in the dark
remembering
you how you used to be
slow drowned y
ou were angels
so much more than everything
hold for the last time then slip away quietly
open my eyes
but i never see anything

if only i'd thought of the right words
i could have held on to your heart
if only i'd thought of the right words
i wouldn't be breaking apart
all my pictures of you

looking so long at these pictures of you
but i never hold on to your heart
looking so long for the words to be true
but always just breaking apart
my pictures of you

there was nothing in the world
that i ever wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart
there was nothing in the world
that i ever wanted more
than to never feel the breaking apart
all my pictures of you

Letra: Robert Smyth

segunda-feira, abril 25, 2005


Muralha

Busque Amor novas artes, novo engenho

Busque Amor novas artes, novo engenho
para matar-me, e novas esquivanças;
que não pode tirar-me as esperanças,
que mal me tirará o que não tenho.

Olhai de que esperanças me mantenho
Vede que perigosas seguranças!
Que não temo contrastes, nem mudanças,
andando em bravo mar, perdido o lenho.

Mas, conquanto não pode haver desgosto
onde esperança falta, lá me esconde
Amor um mal que mata e não se vê.

Que dias há que na alma me tem postou
m não sei quê, que nasce não sei onde,
vem não sei como e dói não sei porquê.

domingo, abril 24, 2005


Space and Time

Nothing hurts like love

Broken hearts Broken dreams
There just somethings that love brings
When you learn that its all been a lie
You cry
You find that

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you'll never learn
Till you get burned
Till your burned by the flame
Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing hurts like love

So you gave all you had
How the story turned so sad
Nothing left but the tears in your eyes
You die inside cuz

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you'll never learn
Till you get burned
Till your burned by the flame
Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing hurts like love

So dry your eyes
Its just your turn to learn
The time to find that nothing
Nothing

Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you will never learn
Till you get burned
Till your burned by the flame
Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing hurts like love

sexta-feira, abril 22, 2005

Who's Gonna Ride Your Wild Horses

You're dangerous, 'cos you're honest.
You're dangerous, you don't know what you want.
Well you left my heart empty as a vacant lot
For any spirit to haunt.

You're an accident waiting to happen
You're a piece of glass left there on a beach.
Well you tell me thingsI know you're not supposed to
Then you leave me just out of reach.

Who's gonna ride your wild horses?
Who's gonna drown in your blue sea?
Who's gonna ride your wild horses?
Who's gonna fall at the foot of thee?

Well you stole it 'cos I needed the cash
And you killed it 'cos I needed revenge.
Well you lied to me 'cos I asked you to.
Baby, can we still be friends?

Who's gonna ride your wild horses?
Who's gonna drown in your blue sea?
Who's gonna ride your wild horses?
Who's gonna fall at the foot of thee?

Ah, the deeper I spin
Ah, the hunter will sin for your ivory skin.
Took a drive in the dirty rain
To a place where the wind calls your name
Under the trees, the river laughing at you and me.
Hallelujah! Heaven's white rose
The doors you open I just can't close.

Don't turn around, don't turn around again.
Don't turn around your gypsy heart.
Don't turn around, don't turn around again.
Don't turn around, and don't look back.
Come on now love, don't you look back.

Who's gonna ride your wild horses?
Who's gonna drown in your blue sea?
Who's gonna taste your saltwater kisses?
Who's gonna take the place of me?
Who's gonna ride your wild horses?
Who's gonna tame the heart of thee?

domingo, abril 17, 2005

Stay (faraway so close)

Green light, Seven Eleven,
You stop in for a pack of cigarettes.
You don't smoke, don't even want to.
Hey now, check your change.
Dressed up like a car crash
Your wheels are turnin' but you're upside down.
You say when he hits you, you don't mind
Because when he hurts you, you feel alive.
Oh, is that what it is?

Red lights, grey morning
You stumble out of a hole in the ground.
A vampire or a victim
It depends on who's around.
You used to stay in to watch the adverts
You could lip synch. to the talk shows.
And if you look, you look through me
And when you talk, you talk at me
And when I touch you, you don't feel a thing.

If I could stay, then the night would give you up.
Stay, and the day would keep its trust.
Stay, and the night would be enough.

Faraway, so close
Up with the static and the radio.
With satellite television
You can go anywhere:
Miami, New Orleans
London, Belfast and Berlin.

And, if you listen, I can't call.
And, if you jump, you just might fall.
And, if you shout, I'll only hear you.

If I could stay, then the night would give you up.
Stay, and the day would keep its trust.
Stay with the demons you drowned.
Stay with the spirit I found.
Stay, and the night would be enough.

Three o'clock in the morning
It's quiet, there's no one around,
Just the bang and the clatter
As an angel runs to ground.
Just the bang and the clatter
As an angel hits the ground.

sábado, abril 16, 2005

Love song

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

quinta-feira, abril 14, 2005


Sem saida

sem titulo

Explosão de luz

Reflexos

Aurora

Forças solitárias 2

Forças solitárias 1

Perspectivas

Á pesca...

Entre o céu e a terra

Descanso...

segunda-feira, abril 11, 2005

Corpo de ânsia,
Flor de volúpia sem lei!
Não te apagues, sonho! mata-me
Como eu sonhei.

Fugir

Deixem-me fugir
Sonhar tudo novamente
Fingir que foi pesadelo

Deixem-me ir
Percorrer pensamentos

Todos os momentos

Saborear, sonhar
Não querer acordar
Dormir

Voltar a sorrir?
Quero fugir...

Quero sofrer
Abandonou-me a vontade
De querer...

Que fazer?
Se sofrer
Soltar amarras
Esperar nas horas vagas

Morrer,
Matar a alma
Pouco calma
Amor para dar
Por receber

Deixem-me fugir
Já não sei para onde ir
Deixem-me fugir...

Autoria: Nuno Santos


don't let the sun pull me down
it's not easy
don't let the one thing i long for
escape me
A vida vai torta
Jamais se endireita
O azar persegue
Esconde-se á espreita

Nunca sei um passo
Que fosse correcto
Eu nunca fiz nada
Que batesse certo

E enquanto esperava
No fundo da rua
Pensava em ti
E em que sorte era a tua
Quero-te tanto
Quero-te tanto

De modo que a vida
É um circo de feras
E os entretantos
São as minhas esperas

E enquanto esperava
No fundo da rua
Pensava em ti
E em que sorte era a tua
Quero-te tanto
Quero-te tanto

A vida vai torta

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
It's not warm when she's away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And she's always gone too long anytime she goes away

Wonder this time where she's gone
Wonder if she's gone to stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home
Anytime she goes away

And I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know, I know I know,
I know, I know, I know I know, I know,
I know, I know I know, I know, I know,
I know I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know

Hey I'll leave the young thing alone
But ain't no sunshine when she's gone
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
Only darkness everyday

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home
Anytime she goes away
Anytime she goes away
Anytime she goes away
Anytime she goes away

sábado, abril 09, 2005

Saí...

Saí…

À procura de mim
Entre pensamentos e palavras
Que vagueiam sem destino
Sem calma, sem fim

Caminho na escuridão
Recanto de pedaços perdidos
Estilhaços sofridos
Guerra de reclusão

Estes passos inquietantes
Que me percorrem a alma
Este desejo na mente
Ardente

Procuro respostas
Perguntas por fazer
Actos por responder
Fujo, neste labirinto

Persigo o que sinto
Emoções a alta velocidade
Busca de felicidade
Mas só me minto

Sei que apenas sei
Não procurem por mim
Hoje saí
E ainda não voltei


Autoria: Nuno Santos

quarta-feira, abril 06, 2005

Fogo e Noite

Aconteceu...

e por me teres feito cego
recordo o sabor da tua pele
e a calor de uma tela
que pintámos sem pensar.
Ninguém perdeu,
e enquanto o ar foi escuro
despidos de passados
talvez de lados errados
conseguiste me encontrar.

Foi dança
foram corpos de aço
entre trastes de guitarras
que esqueceram amarras
e se amaram sem mostrar.
Foi fogoque nos encontrou sozinhos
queimou a noite em volta
presos entre chama à solta
presos feitos para soltar...

Estava escrito
E o mundo só quis virar
a página que um dia se fez pesada

E o suor
que escorria no ar
no calor dos teus lábios
inocentes mas sábios...
no segredo do luar.
Não vai acabar
Vamos ser sempre paixão
Vamos ter sempre o olhar
ao nível de ninguém
Dei-te mais...! Valeu a pena voar...

Estava escrito
E a noite veio acordar
a guerra de sentidos travada num céu

Nem por um segundo largo a mão
da perfeição do teu desenho
e do teu gesto no meu...
foi como um sopro estranho......
e aconteceu...

És fogo em mim,
És noite em mim.
És fogo em mim.
Desculpa se te fiz fogo e noite
sem pedir autorização por escrito
ao sindicato dos Deuses...
mas não fui eu que te escolhi.
Desculpa se te usei
como refúgio dos meus sentidos
pedaço de silêncios perdidos
que voltei a encontrar em ti...
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